Angel Blues

mood: happy

Yay!! SO cool!!! I can write my blog entries Windows Live Writer. It's an outside program (got it from Windows Live) which enables me to write in a diary (offline(not sure)) then publish it in a blog I want. :) Anyway.

I finally showed her the video. Well, actually, I have her USB then I secretly saved it there then when we were together again (she was outside waiting for me to be done saving songs into her USB), I told her that there is a video there(USB) and that she can view it but she has to view it alone. Tinanong nya ako kung pano yun, eh mag-isa lang daw sha magcocomputer (it was already night time) so I accompanied her home then we both viewed the video. If only I blush (I don't), I'd be blood-red earlier. As in! Tapos ayun. As I was already leaving their house, sabi nya sa akin she was still shocked by the video. "Parang 'WOW!'" was her exact words. Sabi rin nya na may utang pa sha sa akin. Hindi pa daw nya nasabi yung feelings nya. So, I have to wait for a time when we'll be alone again.

Si Sarah, parang may balak pa atang pagbalikin kami.:| Kasi ba naman. Yesterday, she was talking with a friend over the phone. Eh nag-PC din sila ni Shara so gusto nya ako na lang kumausap dun sa friend nya. Eh tinanong ata kung sino ako, Sarah told her that I was her bestfriend. Then she changed her answer to "syota ng bestfriend ko" (Shara is her bestfriend). Then, earlier, when we wanted to get something from her, she was already inside their house. Kami ni Shara, nasa labas. EH kapag tamad na tamad ako, I would always hold a friend's uniform or whatever they are wearing. Eh kanina, I was feeling SO lazy kaya nakahawak ako sa shirt ni Shara. Nung lumabas ni Sarah, iba yung tingin nya sa amin. The look was like she saw SOMETHING. Tapos, nakatingin din sya sa kamay ko na nakakapit kay Shara. Then, when we went back at her house to return her mp4, when she opened the door, sabi nya "magkakabalikan kayo nyan" or something like that then (again) she looked at my hand na (again) nakakapit kay Shara.

So ayun. Tawa din pala ako nang tawa kanina. Nawiweirdohan na nga si Shara sa akin eh. (Hindi naman kasi ako ganun dati. Walang sound tawa ko). Oh. And uhhmm. I was supposed to hold her hand nung magkatabi kami kanina and hug her and hold her waist and whisper to her that I miss her kaso hindi ko nagawa. LAME ME. :| But, that's good. At least, I'm starting to refrain myself/stop myself from doing things to her na I have no right to do anymore kasi nga we're not together anymore. :|

HAPPY. :D Thanks, guys. :)