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Hanging by a Moment
mood: 
MA-LA-BO!!!
MA-LA-BO!!!music: Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse
***Please play the song above. I know. I know. There are too many songs on this blog already but hey. I guess that's my style. SO DEAL WITH IT!:D
"I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you"
NO WAY!!
This could not be happening.
I thought fighting with you, teasing you, and not talking to you for some time will make me forget about my love for you.
BUT I WAS WRONG!!!
VERY VERY WRONG.
The exact opposite is happening.
The more I try to fall out of love with you, the more I am falling in. And this is so not good.
THIS COULDN'T BE HAPPENING.
Not now. Not now when we have made it clear that there will be no more chance of having an " us" again. Not now when I've already let myself believe that there will be no more me and you. Not now when I know (even if you didn't tell me) that you like - almost love - your crush so much already (it's pretty obvious..you don't really have to tell me for me to know.).
THIS SUCKS!!!
What can i do?
If I move away from you again, we will fight again and then we make-up and then I will fall. But if I just let myself fall, it's gonna hurt so bad and I'll blame you for all of these (even if you don't know that you're already hurting me unintentionally and involuntarily(?)).
WAAAAAHHHH!!!!! ='(
***I'm sorry if this entry SUCKS!. It would have been better if my draft wasn't deleted. I'm sorry.