Angel Blues

Like I said...I don't care if I ruined your day (again!). It happens everytime so it's not new to me anymore. I know it's too harsh but that liitle thing, just that liitle thing, has a big importance to how you treat.

Here's what happened:

i just finished playing/training for Lawn Tennis and I already have my jersey. Even though for most years, Lawn Tennis has been using skirt as their bottoms, this yar, it's gonna be different. We'll be wearing shorts (which is too long..and it sucks..but it's better than wearing a short skirt...).

Well, everytime I tell her that I don't like wearing skirt, she would always laugh. When I told her this afternoon about m not weraing skirts during the Intrams (through text), she just told me: "So?" and that just hurts. I felt like she doesn't care about me. And I've realized that it did not only happen this afternoon but also before. When I would always tell something to her (through the phone), she acts like she never hears what I say and when I repeat it, still, there's no comment or anything. It made me realize that she doesn't really care about how I feel. She doesn't care about me at all. Even before, when we were still together.

With this, I cursed her (for like 3 times this afternoon) and I told her to not talk to me since she doesn't listen to whatever I say. It doesn't matter to her anymore so why bother.

To HER (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!):
           
        If ever I will say something, PLEASE LISTEN. I'm a very quiet person and I have never liked sharing so it seldom happens. If ever that happens, be grateful because you are special enough for me to share my life with you (even if nothing important really happens). But I guess it's too late now. I've already given you since March to realize that trait of mine but I guess you never realize it since you don't really care about me.